New Year New You

Hello,

Today I got a lecture from my folks about life and planning and ...blah blah listening...and I cannot remember the rest. Probably because I wasn't listening. But how can anyone listen when your half awake and more asleep. Plus I had a dream which I was frantically trying to remember so I can jot them down and analyze later. Waking up is work. Then again, this is my life til I start work later this month. I should take advantage of this opportunity of being a bum...

I hope New Year's was good to everyone. :) It was pleasant for me. No doubt I wasn't looking forward to it. I'm getting married. Yay...-_- Mind you, I love my fiance. The dear man works two jobs to give me all that I need. God bless him, I hope he gets raptured and go to heaven(not anytime soon).  What I'm bummed about is the planning and the fake "OMG I'm getting MARRIED. OMG OMG OMG! I want the PERFECT wedding." Seems all women want me to have that same excitement when they got married or dream of getting married. No ladies. NO. I am not that kind of women. Actually, I sometimes wonder if I am a "women". Putting make-up on and wearing uncomfortable shoes for fashion trends..just seems all pointless. I feel a bit like a transexual when I do it.  Putting on what is naturally not there. No offense. I admire their flawless make-up and somehow perfect skin.

Looking forward to spring. Keeping warm in the winter. And currently looking for projects to accomplish. I'd like to explore my creative side again. Last year was food. This year will be food and arts&crafts. Hahaha! Can't seem to leave food behind as a project.

New Year's Resolution:

1. What did I get for Christmas? Fat. I got fat. So naturally, lose weight. Same resolution since 2005. LOL!
2. more to come...haha!